A Morphine Day

We have learned from Jim's other hospitalizations that the day after he receives chemo is the day he experiences all the nasty side effects of chemo. That day was today. Jim was feeling achy all over with an upset stomach and no energy. He has also learned, however, to request the medication that has been ordered for him sooner rather than later to make himself as comfortable as possible. So after I saw how uncomfortable and sick he was, I stayed by his bedside as the medications took effect and watched him peacefully sleep. It is amazing to me how the medication that is saving his life makes him so miserable. We are so thankful for the chemotherapy drugs and yet dread them so much!

This evening Jim seemed to be feeling better. Very much like his other hospitalizations have gone. Tomorrow we press on with the next dose all the while counting down the days until he is discharged. We have our eye on the finish line with the determination to make it through.

Thanks for your prayers and concern . . . and for the meals and the cards and the emails and the comments . . . and for all the love you've shown us. It is all very encouraging and very much appreciated.